Dirty Business

Oleh: Annisa Fitrianti

Blurb

Mommy, daddy.
Can't you see, how much your words are hurting me? I think of every word you said at nights, when i can't seem to sleep in my bed.

Sister.
Don't you hear, i'm in my room holding back every tear? I don't want you to know i'm broken. So, i'll keep smiling and leave all the pain unspoken.

Friend, lover.
Don't you know? there are so many things i chose not so show. I scream, i cry. I cut, i lie. But, most of all i wanna die

People, society.
Where is the girl, i used to be? you made me drive insine in my head. congratulations, to every one of you. I'm dead.

I'm dead.
I was numb, like the tip of a finger that was too long to touch the ice cube in the refrigerator. It's so cold, useless, trivial, and heartless that it makes me want to eat my own heart in pain and anger.

Especially.
One of the hardest things i'll ever have to do is to stop loving someone, because they've stopped loving me.

•••[ Kendall Jenner ]•••

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