Bajingan berkepala anjing itu menyentuh batas-batas haram.
Menjadi yang paling pertama untuk sesuatu yang tabu.
Ia menjilati tangis seorang gadis, menertawakan ketakutan di kedua matanya.
Mengolok-olok dan menghisap sebagian kepercayaan yang di rangkai di atas reruntuhan.
Manusia dengan jiwa iblis itu membuat pola kesesatan pada tubuh seorang yang tengah kebingungan.
Ia menyulam tinta dengan rasa memunggunginya begitu megah.
Perasaan-perasaan penuh cedera itu melompat-lompat.
Tidak akan ada yang senang dengan kenyataan bila sesuatu melewati batas norma.
Gadis dalam dirinya yang binal mengetuk-ngetuk kewarasan, memperparah keadaan.
Manusia hina itu tidak akan mendapatkan ampunan sebab mengacak-acak kotak yang sudah berantakan.
Aliran penuh deru itu masih terasa di setiap permukaan kulit, bisik penuh puja menjadi melodi paling buruk.
Alunan kalimat penuh kebohongan yang digambarkan begitu menjijikan untuk dibaca siapa saja.
Manusia bermain-main dalam segala norma dan aturan agama, demi menyuapi animo tinggi tanpa henti.
Si berengsek itu telah berhasil memperburuk seorang gadis dengan luka trauma di sekujur tubuh.
Membantu mengikis rasa ambisinya dengan jamah-jamah tak ramah.
Kau lupa jika karma adalah apa yang kau tanamkan. Ia akan mengejar dengan balasan yang tidak pernah kau bayangkan sebelumnya.
***
Tawa buatan manusia
Oh, betapa megahnya, dunia penuh pesona,
Ketika "tidak" menjadi "ya" dalam sebuah drama,
Kau anggap lelucon, jari-jemari nakal,
Senyum lebar, seolah itu normal.
Di ruang gelap, kau berani membuka siapa dirimu sebenarnya,
Sang pemangsa, oh, betapa beraninya kau bermain-main dengan anak remaja,
Buka mata, semua bintang pun terbelalak,
Mendengar teriakan, tapi kau hanya cekikikan. Mulut mu yang bau sampah bersahutan dengan lengkingan tak berkesudahan.
"Ini hanya bercanda", kata-katamu menyengat,
Seolah rasa malu tak lebih dari debu lapuk,
Kau pikir semua wanita lemah dan bisu,
Kau berpikir jika mereka tidak punya cukup keberanian untuk menyuarakan.
Jadi silakan, teruskan tarian kebodohan itu,
Di atas derita, kau bangga berkuasa,
Tapi ingat, ada hukum karma menunggu,
Setiap tindakanmu, akankah kau terima luka?
Satu hari nanti, saat bayangan datang menghampiri,
Semua tawa dan leluconmu akan terbalik,
Karena dalam kegelapan, jiwa takkan bersembunyi,
Menghadapi dirimu, bukan lagi sekadar mimpi.
Kau akan berhadapan dan berperang dengan seseorang yang baru. Seseorang yang kau injak-injak harga dirinya.
***
In Shadows Deep
In the hushed nooks of my noggin,
Shadows huddle, thoughts in a loggin',
Whispers slink in with heavy groans,
Painting worries in muted tones.
Each tick of the clock draped in darkest flair,
A canvas of chaos, yet split with despair,
Where doubt's sharp claws dig in so tight,
And sleepless nights steal away the light.
Anxious echoes start their loud parade,
While confidence takes a backseat, afraid,
Like sneaky storms brewing without a peep,
These thoughts take flight but never leap.
They twist the truth, bend the bright,
Filling hearts with silent fright,
A maze of what-ifs, all spun and done,
Where hope feels like a sun just on the run.
Yet in this crazy, chaotic mess,
A flicker fights back, no need to stress,
For hidden deep beneath the dread,
Lies a strength and courage, waiting to be fed.
I gather the pieces, bit by bit,
With every breath, I won’t quit,
To challenge my demons, ready to play,
Turning the night back into day.
For every thought that tries to tie me down,
A spark of joy flips the frown upside down,
And love will bloom in the cracks of despair,
Mending the shadows, showing that we care.
So on this journey, though it’s a ride,
I’ll turn my pain into a joyful tide,
A song of battles that I have fought,
Embracing all the wisdom life has brought.
In shadows deep, let hope take wing,
Transforming fears into songs we can sing,
For negative thoughts may try to steal,
But they can never break what’s truly real.
***
The Weight of Silence
In the hush of night,
Anxiety takes flight,
Whispers twirl in my head,
Thoughts tangled, like spaghetti spread.
Chest tightens, heart races,
Each breath feels like a wild chase,
The clock ticks loud, time drags its feet,
Familiar walls start to feel like a seat.
Fidgety fingers, restless hands,
Hunting for calm in shifting sands,
The outside world seems miles away,
As shadows waltz and doubts lead the fray.
"What if" questions pile high,
Dread sneaks in, oh my oh my,
A fog rolls in, thick and gray,
In every nook, fears come out to play.
Yet through the storm, a soft voice calls,
A hidden strength that gently sprawls,
For though the tempest may howl and swell,
I've got a story, and I’ll share it well.
With each deep breath, I find my feet,
In chaos, I discover something sweet,
Even storms must chill and sway,
And hope can rise, come what may.
So here in the tidal wave of fear,
I'll ride the waves, not disappear,
For every fright brings lessons galore,
A chance to blossom, a heart to restore.
In the weight of silence, I stand proud,
Each moment echoing, loud and loud,
And though anxiety tries to tie me down,
I reclaim my voice, the queen with a crown!
***
Rising from Within
In the corners where fear likes to hide,
A little spark of strength takes a ride,
With each breath, a promise, a gentle sway,
Courage whispers, lighting up the way.
Steps a bit wobbly, but hey, I’m in gear,
Every heartbeat's a jam, soothing and clear,
The storm inside starts to chill and tame,
No chains can hold me—I’m staking my claim!
Thoughts once knotted are starting to unwind,
With every breath, I invite what’s kind,
Letting go of the baggage that pulls me down,
I rock my resilience like a sparkling crown.
Mountains may loom, but I’m finding my track,
Through dark valleys, I’m plotting my comeback,
With every hurdle, I learn how to rise,
My inner fire sets the whole sky alight!
I whisper sweet nothings to lift my own spirit,
A strength mantra that helps me to hear it,
Not just a shadow, I’m breaking free,
Dancing with fears—oh, look at me!
With arms wide open, I welcome the dawn,
Embracing the light, I’m reborn and drawn,
The journey rolls on, but I’m standing tall,
When anxiety knocks, I’ll answer with “No way, y’all!”
Each moment’s a canvas, I’m painting it bright,
In shades of hope, my future’s in sight,
For deep in my heart, I’ve found the key—
The power to flourish, wild and carefree!
***
The Storm Within
In the hush of night, when the world hits snooze,
A wild storm stirs up, and I didn't choose,
Thoughts like thunder crash and boom in my head,
In this quiet chaos, I hunt for what's fled.
Chilly shadows sneak in, all sneaky and sly,
Bringing tales of worry that just won't die,
Memories surge like a restless sea,
An emotional tidal wave crashing over me.
Doubtful faces whirl in a dizzying dance,
Echoes of failures that put me in a trance,
Questions linger like uninvited guests,
"Why so shaky? Why the tears in my chest?"
Time drags like molasses, thick with my fears,